Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches

It was a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches often start with intense discomfort around one eye that persists up to several hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, severe pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.

Ancient medical records propose unusual treatments for what modern experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.

It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global medical societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.

In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen therapy and medication until the episode eased.

National guidance on management advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some people.

But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.

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